Never Expected!

I never thought, I would see this day

Never in my wildest dream did I think

I would live up to be broken

In the end I would have to suffer.

Is this a way of showing hatred?

Towards my existence?

Is life really cruel enough to punish me

And that too for something that I haven't done!

All I asked for is love,

But received only hatred.

And deceived by my loved ones,

Whom I adored with my heart.

I would wake up every morning,

Only to see them smiling,

Like an innocent baby,

Who seem to enjoy his candy?

It is incredulous, that they despise me

Though I haven't done any sin.

I'm engulfed in a desolate sea

Of life which doesn't have any meaning.

Vivid images of blest memory flashes

Across my mind which makes way,

To a smile on my face

Second later it is switched to a frown.

Memories are long forgotten,

Because memories are to relive the moment,

But reliving the memories,

Would come reminding of hatred towards me.

There is a hope deep inside,

That one fine morning,

I would wake up and find,

That their hatred was just a nightmare.

Alas! Realization hits my nerves,

That I'm in a dream of life

Where there is no waking up,

This indeed is a fact to be dwelled upon.

There is no returning to the golden days,

I have to live with this hatred,

Throughout my existence in this world,

I would live a life, but without a soul.