Responsibility?

I wake up in the morning,

With a new thought

With a new hope.

The fresh cool breeze

The green plants

That surrounds me.

Gives me the courage

Gives me pleasure

Give me motivation.

I feel so energetic

To do something

Innovative and creative.

Because of which

I try doing things

Which makes my parents proud?

I feel satisfied

Excited and happy

Seeing a smile on their face.

It was because of me

That they are content

And happy than ever.

This makes me do

More good things

In order to see their happiness.

Exactly what a child does

To make a good environment

For their parents who took care of them.

Never Expected!

I never thought, I would see this day

Never in my wildest dream did I think

I would live up to be broken

In the end I would have to suffer.

Is this a way of showing hatred?

Towards my existence?

Is life really cruel enough to punish me

And that too for something that I haven't done!

All I asked for is love,

But received only hatred.

And deceived by my loved ones,

Whom I adored with my heart.

I would wake up every morning,

Only to see them smiling,

Like an innocent baby,

Who seem to enjoy his candy?

It is incredulous, that they despise me

Though I haven't done any sin.

I'm engulfed in a desolate sea

Of life which doesn't have any meaning.

Vivid images of blest memory flashes

Across my mind which makes way,

To a smile on my face

Second later it is switched to a frown.

Memories are long forgotten,

Because memories are to relive the moment,

But reliving the memories,

Would come reminding of hatred towards me.

There is a hope deep inside,

That one fine morning,

I would wake up and find,

That their hatred was just a nightmare.

Alas! Realization hits my nerves,

That I'm in a dream of life

Where there is no waking up,

This indeed is a fact to be dwelled upon.

There is no returning to the golden days,

I have to live with this hatred,

Throughout my existence in this world,

I would live a life, but without a soul.

Obsession For You!

I open my eyes to see you

But with the fear

That you will vanish

Soon when I do that.

You are like an illusion

I see you near me

I feel your presence within my heart

I can hear you breathe.

But you seem to disappear

Like the Santa Clause in Christmas

Why is it like that?

Is it that I have started falling in love with you?

Be it in my illusion or my real world

I want you to be mine

I want to feel you

I want to be in your arms.

I want you also to feel the same

I should be the special one for you, just like you are to me

I should be the one whom

You crave for the most, even when your unconscious.

My Angel

I was alone though I had many people around me

I was sad, though the aura was joyful and peaceful.

I didn't have anyone around me

When I needed someone the most.

I wanted to share my feelings

My pain, my happiness to someone.

I wanted a person who would listen to me

A person to console me when I'm crying.

A person to pacify me when I am angry

A person who would sit with me for hours.

Just to be with me the whole day

Just to hear my voice.

Just listen to my stories even though it's a bad one

Just to hold my hands and walk with me.

It was right then when you waltzed into my life

Like a prince charming, who is going to create a magical world.

And yes! You were an angel to me

Because it was you who changed my life like a topsy- turvy land.

I felt that I was living a fairy tale

All my pain, my sorrows, my worries just vanished in to the air.

It never came back to me, though it tried

But you were there for me, stopping it even before it came.

And you succeeded in it well enough

And I became a new person in many ways.

I was not that person anymore who had a sad aura around me

I was cheerful, and I had nothing to worry.

I had you beside me, to support

Your love and care for me was enough to cure me.

Everything started falling in its place on their own accord,

Just as you came in my life as a fresh breath of air.

Even small matters: not for You, but for the others

I know what I am going to talk about. This is something we all have to ponder about.

But before that, you're going to do something as said.

Imagine a place where it is abandoned. An area where there are few houses nearby but mysterious and dangerous.

You have no family, friends. You're all alone. You don't have a job. All you have is a small apartment with two bedrooms. You have to pay the rent but no money except for your basic needs.

Imagine what would you do?

I am sure no one want to be in that situation right?

Truth to be told, there are many out there barely surviving in such situations.

So guys, be grateful for what you have. Instead of repenting on what you don't have. When your crying and being adamant on buying an iphone, there are people out there who can't even manage a piece of bread, even for one meal.

There are people who don't have a shelter, proper clothes, proper food to eat.

So think how lucky you are. To have a family, a house to rest, dress to adorn yourselves and plenty to eat.

So when you insist on having something, think of those who can't afford what you have.

One thing I would like to say is, I am not telling wishing for something is wrong. But if you don't get it, don't be stuck on that, just think you can get it later on. Rather than beating yourselves till you acquire it.

Because, as I said earlier, think of those who don't have what you have. Think of the lucky person here. It is you!

So be grateful. Help others. Because helping or giving others will help you in a way. Even though that sounds crazy. It is the truth. The more you give, the more you receive.

So guys, the happiness we receive in helping others is immense and not measureable.

So as our motto says " Life is short, enjoy it to the fullest".

So share your experience or memories where you helped others so that others get inspired to do the same. Because the world we live in needs more helping hands.

So go ahead and share your best experiences even if it is a small help. Share it. Small or big, it makes a differences in others.

So have a good night, folks.

Love
Ana

Talk your mind out! No one will ever judge you...

Hey there my wonderful peeps...

How are you all? Hope you had a good day? Mine was normal, you know the usual.

So right now I am studying for my semester. I am having Financial Accounting paper tomorrow and I can't seem to understand some topics. Guess I'll have to go back to class tomorrow and study in the last minute.

Last minute prep is somewhat helpful, though it is said that it increases your stress level. I don't think so. Whatever, I don't have any option to learn those topics.

I did try to learn by searching in youtube for the topic, it was unsuccessful. Not wrong with those tutors, just that I am ecpecting more simplicity.

The videos are more like a complicated ones. I don't think it is useful to everyone. I mean there might be people who are beginners in the accounting will find it difficult.

I am not here to judge anyone, just saying my opinion. No offense.

So that's me blabbering anything that comes into my mind.

What I really want to ask is, is these blogs helping you really? I mean am I answering to your questions? I do try to solve your questions.

But I can be specific if you have specific questions to anything that is happening with you. All I want to is help you guys out.

I can't help you out, unless you tell me what actually is your problem.

Feel free to talk. I don't bite. Just kidding.

So yeah, share your problems.

No one is going to judge you.

So folks, "Life is short, enjoy it to the fullest"

So you all again.

Until then,
Love
Ana

Reappearing Ghosts always have to die at some point

Hey guys, I am back, alive and kicking. Just kidding...

So how is it going for you? Hope you didn't have any mishaps like I had? Now don't go wondering about me. It is nothing, just some personal stuffs which I will eventually share with you all.

Ok... So just a quick question. How long have I been out of station? I mean how long I haven't written a word?

I guess too long.

I have reasons why I haven't written. I am not trying to reason, just stating the points.

First thing, I was literally busy with college stuffs. Had my models, sem practicals etc.

Second thing, I wanted to concentrate on my story, which I have been working on for the past one year.

Let's just say, I hardly reached 40 chapters with nearly 4k. It is mainly because I am not punctual and as dedicated as I want to be.

So I know you are thinking which book is it?  Let me put out the misery for you. The book's name is "Souls Bound Together Forever".

This can be found in Wattpad or simply type it in the google but don't forget to mention the book name with author's name aka my name; ArIaNa.

You guys should really check it out.

Whatever it is I am here not to talk wholly about my book, though its a partial reason why I started the blog because I want to be able to help others by bringing some positive change in their lives.

I had many people caring and understanding me when I had break downs. I had helping hands pushing me up straight to stand up back on my feet when I was not able to do on my own.

Like I had shadows, I want to be their shadows, who thinks that this is the end of the world.

Guys, trust me. It is not. You have your entire life in front of you. Just sort out your priorities fine and you will do great.

Don't let others walk over you, fight it. Stand up tall, head high and face your worst nightmare. Because there is someone who is always backing you, your shadow. You are never alone.

So don't back off, no matter what. Sometimes your worst nightmares can turn into your stregnth. Maybe fighting them off on your own will help you figure your way out to a beautiful life.

So guys "Life is short, enjoy it to the fullest"

Keep fighting cause you Rock 🎸, no matter what. You are the star of your own kingdom.

If you want to share something of your personal stuff, please be free to do so. I will always be there to help you out.

Have a nice day ahead folks!!

Love 

Ana

Why Motivation?

Motivation is the power that activates the engine of success, and moves you to act and do things.

Most of you have the habit of starting something because you were interested in that particular thing, only to stop after a while.

Why is that?

Because you lack the desire to achieve them. You need an aim. If there is no aim or desire, then you can't be motivated, no matter what.

Even when you have the desire and aim, you can't do anything straight. Why?

Because you lack enthusiasm.

So do what you always do. Try, try and try. Try harder. Till you achieve it. Don't give up. It is in human nature to make mistakes but you should learn from them. So find out why you lack the motivation and enthusiasm and give your best shot.

I am sure you will achieve success with your perseverance.

There might be people who discourage you, ignore them and do your part. Because it is very easy to be lazy and goof around but hard to achieve.

Take the risk, make effort and succeed!

Fight, Fight & Fight!

"YOU SHOULD NEVER REGRET ANYTHING IN LIFE. IF IT'S GOOD, IT'S WONDERFUL. IF IT'S BAD, IT'S EXPERIENCE!"

Whatever happens in your life, it's for the best. Never ever feel depressed thinking about something which never happened or something happened which should have not occurred in the first place. Because that means our destiny has something else in store for us. Who knows, that might be something which makes us the happiest person.

There is no point on weeping over the things you lost or did not happen. You have to think it's for the best and move on in life. Find something new which makes you happy and keeps you occupied so that your mind does not wander back.

As the quote says "When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have thousand reasons to smile"

Until next time!

ANA

If you we're Self-Confident, You Wouldn't...

1) Lose your cool in stressful situations.
2) Surround yourself with negative people.
3) Wait for the right moment.
4) Believe in perfection.
5) Hesitate to let go. 

Motivation!

If you ever need motivation to write,  all you have to do is read.

Because when you read a book, you feel engrossed in it. Reading involves our imagination of ourselves as the character. If you feel that you're the character, it means that book has you hooked up.

Soon, you start to think how creative the writer of that book is. You start to think how awesome that writer is because you feel the book is great. And then , you feel like writing your own or if you've already started and took a break from writing, this thought would pull you back to your own writing. And you feel restless until you write down some pages. Even if it is not more, it something.

That is all you need to complete your book,  because once you start you won't stop until your story is done.